love is an illusion

2010-06-26T20:58:00.003-09:30

寂寞是什么意思？
一个人在一个空荡荡的范围不是寂寞……
而是一个人在人山人海中被冷落而无法与其他人相处，那才叫寂寞……

2010-06-18T17:08:00.003-09:30

不如我们深入地了解 罗志祥 与 黄鸿升；

罗志祥不止一次的说过：小鬼，只有你最懂我。
黄鸿升同样真诚的回答：主任，你是我哥哥，更是我兄弟。

小鬼，还记得“丸子”刚解散的时候吗？
他把你带到主持的圈子里，他把你隆重的推荐给祝哥。
还记得当时你的真的很青涩，一副幼稚的模样，还有严重的口吃，连笑容也是僵在脸上的。
刚开始，你和小猪共同主持娱百的那一天。
你不会和现在一样这么放得开，他搞笑，你陪笑；他耍坏，你被耍。
其实那时的场子就只有他一个人在撑着，你不会搞笑，你害羞，你不敢和来宾互动，有时还会忘记自己要干什么。
所以，他只能尽量掩饰这种尴尬，他不停寻找笑点不让冷场。
看着你被祝哥骂，他拼命上去为你说话。
即使是休息空档，他经常会拿着本子去和你讨论、去教你一些你不会、还未领略的事情。
这些，都是你不会忘记、更不能忘记的事情。

三年的时间 ，他不停的教你。
每天都会找个几分钟与你谈谈话。
你加入了他所领导的"party boys" ，在他的带领下，
和一群潮流、时尚的男孩们学会了搞怪、学会了放开、学会了臭美、学会了所谓的"坏" 、学会了兄弟。
每一天，对你来说都是一个新的成长。

你不再是以前那个叛逆、不懂事、有点羞涩、有点笨笨的小鬼。
你已经成为了聪明、搞怪、幽默、时尚、帅气的黄鸿升 。

你会无顾虑的在摄像机前和他打闹。
你会不顾形象的和他一起扮丑。
你会大笑到感觉肚皮都快裂开了。
你会在他郁闷的时候耍一个白痴来逗他。
你会在他兴奋时故意摆臭脸吓他。

你们会超级无情的互爆对方的料。
你们会一起来整来宾。
你们会一起在女生面前耍帅。
你们会毫不掩饰的讲些色情的、A的事。
你们会因为对方的一个眼神而明白他心里所想的。
你们会因为对方的一个小动作就知道他想干什么。
你们的默契让所有人都惊叹
让所有人都不得不怀疑，你们是不是真的亲兄弟。

记得他新专辑潮男正传发行的时候。
他问你：小鬼，你会去我的发布会吗？
你说：会阿。
也许他没有在意。你却因为他的一句话而推掉了那天所有的行程。
当你出现在发布会现场的时候。
他的脸上浮现出无奈又欣慰的笑。
罗志祥和黄鸿升的那一拥抱，是所有人都忘不了的。

就在不久前的好友音乐会。
他要被惩罚、项目是往脸上贴保鲜膜。
所有人都倒抽了一口冷气。
而你却幸灾乐祸的笑着。
他无奈的说：无所谓拉，我以前当谐星的时候就是这么过来的啊。
他闭上眼准备受惩罚的那一刻。
而你的手却犹豫不决。
你看了看手里的保鲜膜、又看了看他。
已经发行专辑成为偶像的你突然大叫一声：为了主任、我拼了。
你把手中的保鲜膜贴到自己的脸上。
精致的五官已经扭曲得不成样子。
他惊讶的看着你、有说不出的感动。
相信这一幕永远都会定格在大家的心里。
这一幕不知道感动了多少个人。

小鬼， 09年你生日的那一天。
你打电话给身在纽约开演唱会的他。
你说：主任，今天是我生日 ··
他淡定的回答：恩，我知道啊，我一定会记得你生日给你打电话的，你急什么啊？
你有点不好意思：我以为你忘了。
他开始嘲笑你：我什么时候忘过啊？我一直都记得。

记得那一天的LIVE 。
你坐在专属猪鬼的沙发椅上，拿着看板想要宣传自己的新专辑。
他却问你是先介绍还是先拆礼物。
你立刻放下看板一脸傻笑的说，先看礼物。
当你看到那一支名贵的手表的时候，整个呆掉了。
你似乎又成了舌头打结的你，嘴里不停的重复着，哇主任、哇 ··
你一点也没有掩盖你的兴奋、眼里的惊喜和脸上的笑容让一旁的他偷偷笑。
于是你无心在录节目、连自己新专辑的介绍都是他帮你完成的。
甚至在节目最后的拜拜你都是敷衍的、连头都不肯抬一下
目光始终聚集在他送你的生日礼物上。
你说，你曾私下跟他聊起过自己很喜欢这块表、却没想到他会真的买来。
于是，它成为了黄鸿升有生以来第一块名贵的表。
从那天开始到现在、你就再也没有去掉过。

一年前。 他就在节目里说：不让小鬼发片绝对是个错误的决定。
于是，他真的去找了你的公司经纪人。
你真的在一年前发行了首张EP 。
罗志祥的听证会他也特别唱了你的主打歌鬼混来为你撑腰。
一年后你终于发行了首张专辑。
又是他的听证会上，他唱了你的新歌不屑。他把你的每个动作和唱腔都模仿得惟妙惟肖。
看着两个女艺人可以手拉着手一起唱他们的友谊之歌。
你和他都耍着小脾气抱怨，男生为什么不可以。

于是在黄鸿升听证会当天、
小猪和小鬼手拉这手，还小孩一般的晃着。
脸上也是如同女生般的可爱表情。
共同完整的合唱了一首范玮琪的一个像夏天一个像秋天 。
歌词里写着：
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

你们说，这是为你们量身打造的歌、是属于小猪小鬼的专属之歌。
可是，并不是一切都是甜蜜的。
小鬼，你是否还记得。

几年前那个所谓的小鬼厕所骂人事件。
你可知道，你的兄弟罗志祥一个人蹲在厕所的墙角自己偷偷哭了整整三个小时。
你可知道，那一次你真的伤害了他的心。
但他却选择了遗忘，并且还告诉我们。
罗志祥的歌迷是不会骂人的。

就是在二十三号的那天 。
小鬼，你的一句“ 猪狗不如的王八蛋”彻底轰动了他的歌迷们。
也再一次伤了他的心。
猪迷和鬼迷无情、放肆的对骂着。
完全忘记了昔日的友情。
甚至有人到他的部落格公然的去辱骂他以及他最爱的妈妈和已经离开人世的爸爸。
难听、冷漠、伤人的话语在他部落格里出现。
为了不让他看到这些可怕的话语。
他的歌迷用了整整一个晚上的时间刷掉了这些留言。
更大的争吵、互骂，在网上、媒体界纷纷传开。
所有人都瞪大了眼睛看这那两个熟悉的名字。
罗志祥，黄鸿升。有谁会相信是你们。

二十七号的今天。
就如往常一样，小猪和小鬼依然站在同一个录影台上。
小鬼，你不停的说着你只是开玩笑。
却没有发现你旁边的他干在脸上的笑容。
小鬼，你一遍两遍的问他应该不会生气吧。
他恩恩啊啊了一会、似乎无所谓的说道，不会啊。
你就象是吃了一颗定心丸。
却没有发现他眼神里的尴尬。
今天的气氛、是有史以来从来没有的。
你们依旧有说有笑。
却更像两个好久不见的熟人在寒暄。
似乎没有了话题、所以今天是你们第一次真正的沉默。
还记得吗？你们曾说过。
一定要在主持十年。
你们承诺过，要我们等着老猪老鬼。
娱百的工作还要继续，只是以后不知还能不能看得到小猪欺负小鬼、小鬼爆料小猪、两人互相呛腔、打闹的画面了。
我相信小鬼不是有意的，我相信他们的友情是坚固的。
但是，娱乐圈最忌讳的就是友情两个字。
幸运的是，你们也许还有机会挽留。
但是能不能回到从前仍然是个未知数。
能不能走向未来也是无人知晓的。
不过我始终相信，因为罗志祥亲口说过，在所有的朋友中，黄鸿升是那个真正懂你的人。
所以，老猪老鬼的等待我还在继续。

2010-06-15T17:54:00.002-09:30

我很痛恨别人在网上批评羅志祥，你们有什么资格这么说？
是，你们不喜欢他，但也不可以这样。
即使我不喜欢一个艺人，但我也晓得每个人有他的优缺点，所以不可以批评人家。
你知道这样批评一个艺人，他粉丝看到，会有多难受吗？
等别人批评你的偶像时你们才会知道……

2010-06-12T00:01:00.002-09:30

2nd week of JUNE hol.
boring leh, stay at home keep doing the same things everyday..

我很想念羅志祥，好希望他能快一点儿来新加坡。

2010-05-27T02:09:00.002-09:30

urrgghh!!!!!!!!!
if today is last week i NOW shaking LUO ZHI XIANG's hand!!!
oh man, i really wan last week time sia, i wan see lzx seriously!

2010-05-16T18:11:00.002-09:30

countdown to seeing LZX! OMG!
20.05.10 , 22.05.10 , 23.05.10 got his events leh!
shi0k!!! 3 more days only! woo hoo~~
but after these events then very long cant see him le, sad..
so mus cherish these upcoming events!

tmr getting back results leh, i seriously scared i fail.
even combine sci i also not confident lor,..
if i fail eng, i scared my parents dun let me go lzx's events leh..
haiyo, pls let me pass eng! if i fail eng = fail all = cant see lzx ! ='(
救命！我要pass英文！

2010-04-18T04:30:00.003-09:30

HEY HEY HEY!
time now is 10pm 180410, 2hrs to my bday! yay!

currently i am 15yrs old now.
tmr i will be 16! sweet sixteen yeah! => so excited!
say goodbye to my 15 and hello to 16!
now i can watch NC 16 movie le!

你不觉得很酷吗？超酷的啊！

bye !

awaiting for 19 04 10！

2010-04-14T01:58:00.002-09:30

最热的沙漠也会下一场狂风暴雨

2010-04-12T04:30:00.003-09:30

又是发博文的时刻了。。

考华文口试时，心里七上八下，一直冷汗直冒。
面对考官时, 我的脸超红的！
虽然表面上很镇定，但其实心里却怦怦直跳。
超好笑。
老师竟然说我读的不错，好开心哦！

2010-04-10T04:01:00.002-09:30

大家好！我是麦佐琳！
哈哈。。白痴啦 ^。^

ytd speech day was quite fun =)
had lunch with joey, ziminh, shevon at SUBWAY.
(i this week eat 3 times fast food alr! omg! fat! fish&co, mac, subway)
很有钱嘛……才怪呢。
take alot of photos.. i have alr upload in facebook =)
sad leh, gonna step down from cca le =(
and thx ziminh and shevon for lzx stuff!! haha.

today got lit lesson -.- on sat?!
then after that go foodcourt eat fishball noodles!
finally smt that is healthy.. not fast food AGAIN! yeah ^00^
and thx yang sh for the lzx posters!！ haha

waa.. receive lzx gifts so shiok! =D

谢谢你们！！！好开心！

2010-03-20T04:11:00.001-09:30

搞笑 - 羅志祥

那一条牙膏在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡想闹就闹
好快乐少了人唠叨

蓝色的碗盘多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎么熬
这么多年早就喜欢有你的撒娇
我想我能熬但是至少要让我知道
你好不好

我们的小狗食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
他习惯睡觉的床位少了一双脚
所以他常常看着门口睡不着

我在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

我在搞笑却在最后眼泪拼命掉
你的离开失去多少我计算不了
忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳
对谁炫耀

还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹希望听到有人会提到
你好不好

2010-03-20T04:00:00.004-09:30

waa i left alot of homeworks leh.
and now i am slacking -.-
i ltr then do hw la =) jia you, i can de!

照片！

2010-03-20T03:56:00.000-09:30

言承旭- 習慣兩個人

2010-03-16T18:31:00.001-09:30

2010-03-16T00:37:00.002-09:30

我在想，
原来这件事不只发生第一次，其实已经是第三次了。。
我的妈啊！
不过算了啦，习惯就好。
反正已经过了一段时间，大家都习惯了。
所以，就只好这样。
有时候我觉得我人实在是太好了啦！哈哈。
好，。。

2010-03-06T19:16:00.003-09:30

yo! long time nva post.
i find that nowadays i seldom post liao..
even i post it would be very rush lor. why ar? lols.

aiya, anyway my blog also nothing one.. blog isnt a place for me to pour everything out. so yeah.. i only post up some random things.. haha.
going to be march holiday liao, like so fast lor. going to o'lvl le -.-
i am not prepared for it. ha.

i tink this yr i am getting lazie le lehh.. sometime nva do hw nva do revision..
i am slacking!!! -.-

common test over. get result alr.
surprisingly i pass my english.
i seriously thot i will fail and get a single digit, cuz normally if alot alot of ppl fail the test, i surely will fail one wad.
but i dunnnoe why i pass la. i lucky only lor.
this test i alot of qns is anyhow guess the ans de.

2010-02-25T01:50:00.002-09:30

好啦。。
我现在不是很想在这里写心情。。就用歌词来表达好吗？

原来不是白就是黑
只不过是天真的以为
要醉得清醒要无辜的犯罪
现实的世界只有灰

坚强得太久好疲惫
想抱爱的人沉沉的睡
卷来的风暴凶猛里有种美
死了心痛就没感觉

灰色空间我是谁
记不得幸福是什么滋味
无路可退你是谁
怎么为我流泪

梦见发着光的草原
一身伤回到很久以前
我选择不恨带着平静走远
醒来后夜还是长夜
紧抱着我流泪

2010-02-05T18:02:00.005-09:30

海派甜心 is over le! haiz.
really damn nice show. very touching, almost every ep can cry de.
the ending is abit too rush la, cuz they cut until so many.
stupid sia. i dunnoe why they mus cut so much.

for the past few weeks, i kept on wanting to watch this show, everyweek keep waiting for the next ep.. but now, the show is over le, i feel so empty now.. haiz.
now channel 56 got show, and i am going to watch again. =)
this show is really one of the best show i ever watch. not becuz i like lzx then i say la, it is really very nice.
[those nva watch this show dun anyhow say not nice or wad la, watch alr then YOU will know. pls dun becuz YOU dun like lzx then say this show not nice hor.. if like that might as well dun watch.]

谢谢海派甜心陪伴我，让我每次都非常期待这部戏的到来。
罗志祥说的没错，海派甜心真是一个人生中必要看的戏。

2010-01-30T17:52:00.003-09:30

我喜欢你的认真。。
我喜欢你跳舞的魅力。。
我喜欢你在节目上搞笑的态度。。
我喜欢你唱歌时，把感情投入在每个歌词里。。

我爱你。。

2010-01-25T00:59:00.000-09:30

finally sia.. this mv damn cute lor haha. 25 01 10.

2010-01-23T17:29:00.002-09:30

紐約冩真集！i have it!

2010-01-20T01:45:00.004-09:30

yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
went to whitesand after school to buy 羅生門!
i was very excited during the bus ride to ws!
then when we stepped in the popular, i saw 羅生門!
i immediately grab it upon seeing it.. then i realised the one i take is the LAST ONE on the shelf!!!!!!!! my god. damn heng la.

chingying say morning she saw still left like alot leh, then when i go buy left one only! my god, sell so fast sia. luckly still left one. if not i will sad leh!
inside got a booklet full of lzx pics from newyork. very cool sia!

now i listening to his songs.. nice..

2010-01-15T20:52:00.004-09:30

oh man! i went to tampines mall popular today but 羅生門 hvn come out yet.
sad. next time i go again lo.

2010-01-15T03:33:00.002-09:30

羅志祥 album! today out!!!!
yes! ya, i noe i crazy la, i recently like 羅志祥.
last time i like him abit and now i like him even more! haha.
due to yulebaifenbai + HAIPAITIANXIN!!!!!!!!!!
I realise he damn cute and funnie la. everytime when yulebaifenbai got him, i always very happie, because i know i am going to laugh my lungs out.
he is really a happy person during yulebaifenbai lor.

everyone mus support 羅生門 okay? all the songs are like damn nice.
i luvv 習慣就好 especially, the lyrics are well-written and when he sings,
you can feel how he brings out the feeling of the song. it is a sad song la,
very nice. 5stars!
for fast songs, of cause 愛的主場秀 is the coolest la!!! the mv, my god, mus watch sia.
it like, heavennnn =DDD the dance steps are very special and brings out the flow of the song well. so yeah, jus listen la. nice nice one.

lols, i xuanchuan his album until like that, zzz.. because it extremely fantastic ma!
so, go listen and buy his album okay? 羅生門!

習慣就好

你的手機又收不到
我像瘋子在街上繞
努力跑你的溫度
雨淋過幾條街都散不掉
你面無表情的嘴角

像在嘲笑我的胡鬧
回頭看突然明瞭
愛過了使用期效你就想逃
我想維持禮貌忘記驕傲
繼續做你唯一的城堡

習慣就好習慣就好
是我選擇看不到分手預兆
沒有一絲睡意的困擾無法治療
習慣就好習慣就好
我承認我的偽裝是真的不夠好
請給我多一秒

你的手機又收不到
我像瘋子在街上繞
努力跑你的溫度
雨淋過幾條街都散不掉
你面無表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡鬧
回頭看突然明瞭
愛過了使用期效你就想逃
我想維持禮貌忘記驕傲
繼續做你唯一的城堡

習慣就好習慣就好
是我選擇看不到分手預兆
沒有一絲睡意的困擾無法治療
習慣就好習慣就好
我承認我的偽裝是真的不夠好
請給我多一秒

習慣就好習慣就好
一個人在夜里繼續的奔跑
卻發現再也聽不到自己的心跳
（習慣就好習慣就好）
我承認我的偽裝是真的不夠好
請給我多一秒
一秒

2009-12-30T17:07:00.003-09:30

LAST DAY OF THE YEAR.

haiz. 2009 is going to be over.
and 2010 is coming!!!!!!!
i believe that 2010 is sure going to be super sianz, due to 0 lvl,
sure everyday TEST TEST TEST.
common test, midyr, prelim, prep, O LVL!!!!! waa.. stress man!
since i alr drop to combine sci i hope can cope better lor.
but my amath the trigo i still cannot lehh! i nidd help!!!!!!!!

i tink now i consider do finish hw liao bahhs..
but of cuz still left alot la, but i slowly do lo.
i left those not impt one. hee hee. so shall heck care.

i bought new bag, pencil case, wallet. =D oh ya and new spec!
HAHA. my bag is pink colour!!!! ha. i jus like pink la. ha. but the pink is not hot pink =) , is baby pink lo. hot pink too striking liao. =)
i realise alot of things of mine is pink leh, my wallet, comb, mirror waterbottle, bag, file.. lols. -.-

14hr and 15mins more is 2010 le! i staying up to countdown at home -.-
then play mahjong also. hahs.
this shall me my last post for the yr bahhs,
明年見！

2009-12-29T23:39:00.004-09:30

SnApS~

2009-12-27T15:46:00.001-09:30

BACCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!
came back lo!
photos upload ltr bahhs.. lazie.

quite fun in malaysia, cuz all play play play only.
so haha.

waa if today is next week then it will be like super sianz la.
sku reopen!! =((((((((((

2009-12-17T17:28:00.001-09:30

i tmr going malaysia till next sat!
=) ZAI JIAN LO!

i have not been updating lately, cuz nothing to write about..

2009-12-16T00:44:00.002-09:30

i seldom update nowadays.
hahas. laize la.

haiz, cant go to 2/8 chalet! =( sorry man!
have fun thr!!!

friday doing project, but ltr end up nva do anything -.-
lit i almost finish le! yes! then i not doing anything le.
muahahaa

2009-12-12T17:52:00.001-09:30

fallen in love with one of yoga lin's song..
說謊.

damn nice la. haha

2009-12-08T07:02:00.002-09:30

o81209.
该怎么忘呢？

time now 12.34, dun intend to slp yet.

2009-12-01T18:18:00.002-09:30

yes, i noe very long nva blog le. haha
lazie la.. i back to playing maple. lols
kill time.

now december le. as expected, i hvn do finish hols assignment -.-
lit hvn start yet. serious dunnoe how to start =(

2009-11-25T17:13:00.002-09:30

WATCHED 2012!
WOO~~ the movie was quite fantastic!
all earthquake and stuffs =(( so sad.
one day the world will世界末日too.
haiz..

went with yuwen and siewhan =)
haha, after movie go tm, cs and t1 walk walk!
bought my myuk pencilcase! yay! got new pencil case liao!
haha.

SnApS~

2009-11-23T16:53:00.001-09:30

-.-
ytd got flu plus slight fever
today fever gone! but still got flu -.-
tmr i going movie leh!!!!!! faster recover!

2009-11-21T21:12:00.000-09:30

sick sia, -.- got abit flu, but nothing one la..
haha.

2009-11-19T16:36:00.004-09:30

KBOX! haha.
me and siewhan finally dun nidd to go to room 13 or 15 le! haha.
we went to room 9, quite big for 2 of us le! haha.
shiok!

2009-11-16T16:58:00.003-09:30

陳鍵鋒 rocks!
luv him man!
超帅，超可爱！

2009-11-16T16:47:00.003-09:30

i plan to do finish my hols hw by december..
yeah as if i can do finish lols.
the whole day play only, watch tv only.. damn shiok.
but i tink of next yr sianz liao..

ohya, i still thinking whether or not to drop to combine sci,
now i 80% wan drop liao.
cuz i tink since i cant secure even a B in pure chem/phy,
then why struggle?
might as well try combine sci at least maybe can get better grades for 0 lvl.
since i going for poly, then combine sci will be better for me to go poly mah.
so yeah, may take combine sci =) then i dun nid to struggle so much for pure.
but wad if my combine sci cant get A ar? lols. mus try real hard.

i will decide again tmr =D jia yous!

2009-11-14T18:00:00.001-09:30

i love the chorus lyrics,

放弃你放弃爱情
放弃了所有权利
连自己都知道这不公平

放弃你放弃自己
放弃了爱的权利
放弃你等于放弃我自己

especially the last sentence, ..

2009-11-14T17:52:00.002-09:30

finally finish structured programme, =)
but then alot alot of hw lehh =( haiz.. how to do finish?
especially the lit lor, i seriously dunnoe how to do -.-

maths so many, like cher will check like that, that time sep hols giv one huge pile of hw, in the end 1 qn also nva go throught. hell la.

i next week then slowy do hw. =)

2009-11-08T23:37:00.002-09:30

YO PEEPS!
went to collect my new new spec! i swear it looks funnie on me okey?
i probably start wearing next yr bahhs.. =)
but i really look funnie lehh, how sia? =.=
dun laugh okay? haha. i tink i dun suit the specs, but wadeva la, like WHO will care.. haha lets reveal photos..

2009-10-31T18:34:00.000-09:30

omg so cute rite? i mean the dog ^^

2009-10-30T00:37:00.004-09:30

OOPS. i was fuming with anger when i typed that previous post that i forgot to post my results -.- lol.

class 13/40
lvl 69/206

okay la, contented with my results la, at least i improve from midyr =)
haha, jia yous man!

2009-10-29T23:51:00.002-09:30

"YOU SHLD CONTROL YOUR EMOTIONS!!!"
yeah rite, why not controlling YOUR OWN EMOTIONS first?

讲人家，那你自己呢？！你有好好的控制自己的情绪吗？
根本没有！！你敢说你有控制你的情绪？很好笑。实在太可笑了。
整天只会骂人，玻璃没破算幸运了。
我看你不要教书了，改行业吧！你专家是用超大声来骂人，并不是教书。

你明明就是误会人家，不但不承认自己错，还扯到另一件事，反过来骂人。
你好好反省一下。不是每一件事都是你对的好不好？

还有，你骂我们学生时，不管我们有没有错，请不要把我们的父母拉下水。
我们的父母是完完全全无辜的。你凭什么骂我们的父母？难道你自己很好吗？！可笑。

好了，还是不多说了。要把我全部的话说出来是永远写不完的，所以我就在这里结束。
记得，控制自己的情绪，说到就要做到。

2009-10-27T01:04:00.002-09:30

ok! no problem le!
haha =DDD
now can view properly with firefox liao =)

now last week of sch leh, not counting structured, but we still hvn get year book!!!

this friday get back report book!!! urrrggggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
i dun wan face my results! -.-
worry about class/lvl position. i dun wan deprove leh! 我又努力的！
lol, ltr my parents nag, haha.

now go makan liao =) BYESS!

2009-10-24T20:55:00.004-09:30

change blogskin! woo hoo!
seems to love this yeah! haha =)

my e learning maths hvn do, got problem i tink..
aiya.. lol. actually i still got chi, ss, hvn do -.-
nvm, ltr then do bahhs..
after exam totally no mood do!
haha.

lets have some entertainment to lighten up the atmosphere,
my god, i laugh like mad

MUAHHAHAAHAHAHAHA!!
_____________________________________________________________________

2009-10-24T00:08:00.002-09:30

waa lao, sku save paper then make us nidd print so many things.
crazie de. i make the font small then aiya, jus to squeeze everything as compact as possible. bu shuang la! hah

okay, forget it.

ytd SIYING and JASMINE came to my hse, lols. they wanted to do the e-learning thing, but we ended up playing instead -.- play cards, snake&ladder -.- and heart attack -.- my bro also join in, lols.
after exam too free liao.. HAHA

2009-10-22T01:02:00.002-09:30

GET BACK ALL RESULTS LE!!!

results 0kay 0kay, but not too good la.
those subjects that i worry like mad actually managed to pass!!
so i am super elated!
haha, i pass all lehh!! haha, but is lucky de, cuz all borderline kind.
eg, lit,chem,phy,eng ... ... all 50+
means i got alot of C's -.-

my percentage is B4 -.-
so is around wad position ar?
hopefully i can get top 20 in class and top 85 in lvl =)
pray bahh =)

2009-10-19T01:37:00.001-09:30

WAA!!!!!!!! 12 MORE HOURS GET BACK RESULTS LEHH!!!!!!!!!!
DUN WAN!
i scare fail then.. waa super sianz.. meet parents even worse.

CROSS FINGERS*
cross as much as possible.

2009-10-17T23:08:00.002-09:30

i have been counting down to the day, 2 more days only..
sianz. i seriously dun wan get back result.

i shall list my top 3 most FLUNK subjects..

1) A MATHS PAPER 1
2) PHYSICS
3) LITERATURE

of cause i am worry for other subject, like ENGLISH especially, geog, wadeva..
but i really really hope can pass lehh.. i dun wan die you know?
lols. *cross cross fingers*

2009-10-09T02:03:00.004-09:30

kbox on friday with sh! haha
$14.50 for 4hours okay la =)
alot of songs nva sing leh..
haha, nvm, next month again =)

2009-10-09T02:03:00.002-09:30

ENGLISH
GEOG
LIT
EMATH P1

OVVVVVEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH! and today can slack. cuz tmr no exam. =)
tmr den revise la, today mus charge battery first then got energy to work tmr.

today lit totally write crap shit. if can pass is miracle liao.
jus pray bahhs, though it will not work anyway..

2009-10-06T01:55:00.002-09:30

finally done with my geog notes. now start to memorize!
hopefully everything flow smoothly into my head during exams =)))

byes!

2009-10-02T04:52:00.001-09:30

大家好！麦佐琳终于发博文了！yes! eng and chi paper 1 over.
totally write crap for eng report and chinese.
pray that i dun fail! especially eng, if i fail means..
后果不堪设想。

haiz. tons of geog to revise for exam.
5 big topics lehh, sianz. tell me how to memorise?impossible de lor.

anyway here, shall wish everybody GOOD LUCK FOR EXAM! =)

After sku, went fish&co with siewhan =) ha. yummie!
then saw PEBBLE!!! WOO HOO! long time no see le lorhh! miss her much! haha
she miss me more! haha.
camwhor next time =)

2009-09-25T21:44:00.000-09:30

TWIST^^

2009-09-25T21:25:00.002-09:30

ya, i noe very long nva post here.
hahA lazie la, also nothing to post ma..
so nva post lor..

sianz.. exams arriving, few more days to paper 1, haiz. sianz la.
hope can pass english!!!!!!!! and other subjects as well.

3 more weeks then no exams le! so i shall endure for 3 weeks.
i really dunnoe how to study sia, i study still dun understand haiz.
my amaths dunnoe how sia.. keep droping. eoy i dunnoe how to do well for it.
then physic, -.- my class test is ok la, but is lucky de. if is eoy then i scare sia.. that time my midyr get 51/100 only lehh..
see? my physic sucks actually. realli lor.

today i hwn do any studying.. sianz. ltr bahhs.
maybe i go read geog first, test on 5 big huge topics lehh.. how to rmb sia?
my brain cells is decreasing in amt..

2009-09-11T22:34:00.001-09:30

又来了。

今天8.45要上学，拿报纸！-。-
原本可以睡觉的时间用去拿报纸？！ -。-

好累！现在就想马上躺在床上呢！哈哈。

怎么感觉怪怪的呢？究竟是为什么？

2009-09-10T18:00:00.001-09:30

HAI HAI HAIZ!
today is alr friday liao.. next monday got sku, sianz la.
i told myself to complete my hw on wed, but in the end i wed then start doing. -.-
so my hw still hvn complete yet.. nvm, slowy slowy.. =)

i now wacthing 超級星光大道 on internet =)
nice worhhs.

2009-09-09T21:26:00.000-09:30

went to cut my hair ytd, haha. shorter abit, and thiner abit. =D
but actually not much diff anyway, -.-

yay! ltr got K.O.3anguo! MUS WATCH MAN!

2009-09-09T18:31:00.002-09:30

waa, my blog dunnoe why cant post photos! urghhh!!!
=(((
today is thursday! i left a few more worksheets to complete, jia yous! i can do it de..
haha.
these few days having similar dreams, making me feel that..

2009-09-09T01:50:00.002-09:30

WOO! ytd went to SENTOSA!
been years since i last went thr.
haha, i did enjoy!
seeing the scenery of the sandy beach and calm waves make me feel extremely good. =D
haha.

my hols hw hvn do leh!
CHER GIV SO MANY MATHS LA MORE THEN 10SETS CAN?!
how to finish sia..

2009-09-08T04:13:00.004-09:30

darn it. my com cant post photos. so nvm..
well..
YES, its my fault.
i am in the wrong.
对不起！

2009-09-05T19:15:00.001-09:30

張飛,黃忠,關羽,趙雲,馬超,

2009-09-05T18:50:00.001-09:30

好棒！
Yesterday went KBOX with Siewhan!!! super damn ultra SHIOK CAN?
5 HOURS IN KBOX!!!!! SING SING SING!!!! HAHAHAHA
DAMN SHI0K!
We sang 出神入化 uncountable times! i tink around 7 times lols.
the mv is super hilarious, muahhaha!
next month go again yeah!!!

2009-08-21T18:18:00.003-09:30

is either my com or my blog got smt wrong haha
the post got problems.. aiya forget it

2009-08-21T18:18:00.001-09:30

今天不必上学！
好开心！

haiya, but tmr still nidd go sku marhh.. still the same..

waa now the sky very dark sia. jus now very bright de lehh.
now dark until i shen shou bu jian wu zhi.. hahas

ytd night went to ehub watch movie! hahas
my bro wan watch lor, so i follow.
we watched 吓倒笑！ horror + comedy movie.
very funnie la laugh until like crazie..
but also quie scary la lol.

2009-08-19T02:16:00.002-09:30

累。

好累好累。。
上学很闷，人生很闷，什么都闷啦！

我开始觉得我已经认不出我自己了。。我以前不是这样的。

2009-08-15T17:50:00.001-09:30

yo yo yo! haha
i today so happy! dun tell u all the reason!
haha
super happy man! lols.

oh shit i hvn do my speech thing.. lols
ltr then i do! byes!

2009-08-14T17:27:00.001-09:30

haha. weekends. =)
yes yes yes! i passed my geog! haha i reali thot i will fail lor..
haha.

2009-08-09T01:05:00.000-09:30

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!!!
44 YEARS OLD LO!

2009-08-08T18:56:00.000-09:30

ariel 林依晨,
she is super chio and cute cans?!

2009-08-08T18:06:00.000-09:30

Zilians!

2009-08-08T18:02:00.000-09:30

SNAPZ~

2009-08-07T18:30:00.001-09:30

2009-08-07T18:03:00.002-09:30

YES! today is saturday!
planning to slack today!
tmr then study la! haha!

2009-08-06T00:46:00.001-09:30

WAA LAO!
NOW MY BLOG CANT POST PHOTO LE!!!
WTH.
no photo my blog even more no life. =(

2009-08-02T01:36:00.002-09:30

yo yo yo!
ha tmr got amaths common test lehh!
i till now also hvn revise yet =(
i after 11pm then revise bahhs!
haha ltr got magic show! woo hoo!

2009-08-01T17:10:00.000-09:30

hmm.. thr is something wrong with blogger lehh..
sianz..
but at least can post la.. so its okay =)
this song quite nice lehh, the lyrics is well written.
esp the chorus, its meaningful.. really.
it describe my feeling, a little.

这一次你转身比从前都快
两个人的小角落里就这么缺了一块
我没有关系你只是暂时走开
既然说好了要一起怎么可能忘记呢

我想我会好好继续写完你和我的爱
如果你只是想旅行累了随时回来

我就站在这里从来不曾离去
不管以后什么困难
若想到我你会知道
我就站在这里从来不曾放弃
就算我知道你已变了
变得不在意我还在这里

分手而已我想你忘了说开
直到看到你们一起撑着我们的雨伞

我没有关系你只是换个人爱
希望他会比我珍惜会唱你喜欢的歌
我想我会好好继续写完你和我的爱
如果你只是想旅行累了随时回来

我就站在这里从来不曾离去
不管以后什么困难
若想到我你会知道
我就站在这里从来不曾放弃
就算我知道你已变了
变得不在意我还在这里

我只能假装你还在虽然有一点孤单
想到你的承诺那些承诺
再听不见了而我却一直在难过为你
Oh I Don't Know why
Oh I Don't Know why

2009-07-26T01:56:00.000-09:30

yo! ha today is sunday again! later got magic magic maigic showwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woo hoo! shi0k.
i am seriously in love of magic! haha if only i can do magic la!
刘谦 is fantastic! HAHA!

go watch zhong yi da ge da la, u all will enjoy derhhs =)
magic brings joy and laugher to everyone. =D

2009-07-24T16:55:00.000-09:30

YES! MATHS COMMON TEST OVER LE!
i tink i lost a few marks alr =( i wan get 35 above lehh, can anot ar?
hahas, hopefully i dun get alot careless.=D

ONCE AGAIN, i changed blogskin, i still prefer this kind one la, cuz it flash everything in one page, unlike my previous one which nidd to click click click to move to another page.. ha.

ytd after common test, went to ws with joey, sofia, sophia, fiona, lixuan, =) haha
took some photos with joey but still in her phone, send me on monday can?
oh ya, now joey should be having geog supp in sku! while i am at home!
hahas. lols.

再见！

2009-07-24T16:49:00.002-09:30

my enduring skills are good. dun u tink?
however, i scare i will suddenly burst my anger out, but i trying real hard not to..
dats all, i dun wan to write more, i dun wan to recall.

2009-07-22T01:11:00.002-09:30

yo! today sku ends at 1.40! so happie la cans?
skiok. but those ke lian sec 4 and 5 ppl got exam thing.. =(
next yr gonna be OUR TURN!!! OH NO! =(
SAD.

today after sku went ws with sh, went to popular and SAW SOMETHING!!!
WOO HOO! I AM GONNA BUY IT!!! haha but jus now no money! zzz..

2009-07-18T18:57:00.000-09:30

CUTE HORHH?
HAHAS. I very boliao.. =)

2009-07-18T18:35:00.002-09:30

YOs PEEPS!
i finally change blogskin =)
hahas. but i think i changing again next week cuz like very weird lehh.. -.-

TODAY IS SUNDAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDD
means tmr is monday -.-
lols, okay, ltr night time got magic showw =)))
yay! waited for so long le.. finally can see him.
super yay!

waa lao my homeworks still hvn do finish lehh =(
zzz, maths got so many.. crazie de. as if cher can go through finish.
wth! tmr still got geog test -.- hvn revise!

2009-07-16T01:42:00.000-09:30

i know.

2009-07-15T00:38:00.005-09:30

YO!
GOT ONE VIDEO VERY CUTE LEHH! WATCH LA!
HAHAS =))) THE BABIES DAMN CUTEE!

2009-07-12T00:43:00.003-09:30

hai, tmr nidd go sku liao..
actually is not dat i dun wan to go sku la.
its just dat i mus 忍 things.
sian one lehh.
i think my enduring skills is fabulous. =)
hahas. who cares anyway la.
me, mysslf also hack care liao..
hahas.

next week got four tests! waa lao.
then might as well have common test. wth.
becuz they postpone the common test, then nidd to study more topics.
-.- its like wad-the-hell la.. zzz...

time now is 6.17pm.
3 more hours can watch magic show le. =))) yay! yay! yay!
我期待的戏终于来了！

2009-07-10T17:26:00.002-09:30

let me tell you man, i am really broke le!
this week buy pen! buy notepad! buy coloured tab!
until i no money liao!
hahas.

and ytd i go cut my fringe shorter, i ownself cut de man!
and i think is ok la.. so next time i dun nidd go to the salon cut liao,
i ownself cut! haha.
abit dark, lazie to edit la. ha =)

2009-07-10T17:07:00.001-09:30

finally wk arrived.
good. can slp longer. =)
actually dun like go sku got tons of reasons lor!
haha
i think i going crazy le.

2009-07-07T01:47:00.003-09:30

long time no update! haha
although i got online but i lazie post la!
haha
post la post qu still the same old thing.. so lazie la! ha.
today i in sku abit crazie. cuz i crazie abt.. ahem.. haha.

that day played maple with jasmine -.- lol!

2009-07-02T17:03:00.002-09:30

YES! TODAY NO NIDD GO SKU! =)))
shiok! luckly i dun hav the 10 anniversary thing..
hahas.. i feel sorry for those that nidd to go sku today.. sad!

4 days of skuling had past. sianz.
E MATHS A MATHS LITERATURE ALL CHANGE TEACHER LIAO.
I MISS THOSE TEACHER YEAH!
all the fun fun teacher all go le =(((((((
mrs wong, ms wong mr shafie!
then both maths change to Mr michael kek. lit change to Mrs Henry. -.-

yup.i will.

2009-06-27T19:35:00.001-09:30

WAA SIANZ.
sku holidays are over! =((((
tmr mus go sku.
mus wake up early.

2009-06-25T00:43:00.000-09:30

WOO! my blog skin nice rite? hahas

2009-06-24T18:16:00.001-09:30

finally change skin!
now gotta go now!
byes!

2009-06-22T17:03:00.003-09:30

i feel that ALOT of people owes me MONEY! HAHAS.
nowonder i am so broke now! haahas.
and...
Mrs LOW STILL OWES ME 15 BUCKS!!!!!!

2009-06-22T16:48:00.006-09:30

SNAPS at the Marina Barrage =)

janelle, ziminh, jocelyn, shevon, joey, me!

group photo =)

spencer lols!

=P

PARTNER! =D

LUCAS -.-

ziminh! twist!

shevon!!!

janelle!

jocelynS! double

partner!

2009-06-21T17:42:00.002-09:30

saturday and sunday CCA! -.-
WTH LARHH. who goes cca on weekends? expecially during a holiday?! -.-
l0ls!
saturday = rehearsal -.-
sunday = performance ----....----
loll.
make me carry my instrument here and there, up and down. -.-
heavy like shit man! hand wan break liao..

took photos too!
upload them ltr cuz i lazie =) hahas.

2009-06-17T17:44:00.002-09:30

pon cca today, but i am off to do project later -.-
lols. go cca play dat two songs and some old songs.. hahas. so dun feel like going..
waa! i cant believe that i pon lehh! hahas. nvm, last time last time.

11.30 i need to go out le. meeting my chinese group to do CHINESE PROJECT. -.-

my holiday hw hvn do finish!!!!!!

2009-06-17T01:07:00.002-09:30

lols. i actually went to watch HANNAH MONTANA with my brother today!
hahas. good larhh, the movie is comedy type de. so i can laugh laugh laugh!
unlike SOME HORROR MOVIE which actually scare me untill i cant slp -.-

i feel like smacking ur face -.-

2009-06-15T16:38:00.003-09:30

waa ytd cant slp sia! cuz i keep thinking about the horror movie! lols.
i swear i nva watch a horror movie again larhh, if not i cant slp.. =(((

ytd went out with sandy and minhui! woohoo~~ went to kbox =)
i seriously wont get tired of kbox. hahas.